last several days were one the most unexpected days in my life:( I would never be able to believe that smth like that could happen to me... It made me numb and without any desire for explanations. It was so unpleasant and strange that my mind couldnt switch off and stop to think about smth else. You plan smth adjust it to your life and all of a sudden a bitch who was so kind to you all the time, says that you break rules, which had been broken completely before you. I've realised that i cant stand sweet people, these cute smiles and honey words which are completely empty and articulated just to flatter you. There were some people like this on my liferoad, and later what they were talking about was just sweet talks and later completely different deeds were done ....
what can i say hmmm Thank's God i am out of this educational bog, belong to myself and dont have to pretend how much i love all this bog ! I am happy that i can do smth else that i am not bound to this country that whenever i want, i pack my things and leave all this stupidity where bloody connections play an important role even if you are super-puper smart you are nothing in this country... I am 22, i am the master of linguistics and it also makes me funny, this country is so good at coining fake degrees that you can easily become a master at 22 without ability to read and to speak and later looking for a job you understand that only a vacant place in the cafes or shops can be ocuupied by you. This is Ukraine hmmm my motherland , about two years ago when my friends said that it was not a country but a bog i was furious i didnt like it because for me this land was so different. now when i try to understand the mechanisms of our "dazzling-good" society i face rotten systems which cant be eradicated, because we were brought up like this, we are used to it and it seems that people feel good living like this because you get whatevere you want paying a bribe.