Woke up with a desire to hug smth:) My bear was near me it made my day:)

The day was busy but i am not so tired today:) The weather is nasty rather cold and i have a need for smth fluffy :) Today i didnt want to go ut as it was windy i can imagine myself during first frosty days when the remaining warmth of your bed captures you for long hours:)

Woke up :) Feeling fresh:)

Feeling like a butterfly under the rain, when the heavy drops dont allow you to fly to the shining star :) To your beloved star!
Life can be different it can be full of love and blessing .... want to lead a decent life and later not be ashamed of myself i dont want to participate in all these competitions:(

The hours of work are doubled hmmm this is what i wanted :) am i happier now?

No inspiration to go on with the pics:( The pics are nice just dont feel like nothing to do :( stay at home and drink hot tea.. coffee no matter what to to drink just to stay at home without kids who are coming often and i am to explain present and past hmmm funny...
Raining outside tomorrow it may rain again no desire to go out ...
Life without your second mate is not complete is tasteless no matter what you do and how lucky you are with all your ideas and plans ... it is simply colourful and and without any melody...
The sounds of falling drops... the sounds of first breaths of autumn.. the last dance of leaves in the cold foggy air...

Some pictures from wedding are simply adorable:)

Home-work-home ! A new formula of my life ...

Woke up 30 mins ago and understood that he was thousand miles away uffff....cant talk as usual we did :(

Alive and mutlu:) the walk was good:) I suppose now i will spend much much much more time with my camera bidicok:)
Ashkimmmmmmmm you know chok sen SEVIYORUM!

Coming back to a normal life with thousand lovely trifles which i admire:)

last several days were one the most unexpected days in my life:( I would never be able to believe that smth like that could happen to me... It made me numb and without any desire for explanations. It was so unpleasant and strange that my mind couldnt switch off and stop to think about smth else. You plan smth adjust it to your life and all of a sudden a bitch who was so kind to you all the time, says that you break rules, which had been broken completely before you. I've realised that i cant stand sweet people, these cute smiles and honey words which are completely empty and articulated just to flatter you. There were some people like this on my liferoad, and later what they were talking about was just sweet talks and later completely different deeds were done ....
what can i say hmmm Thank's God i am out of this educational bog, belong to myself and dont have to pretend how much i love all this bog ! I am happy that i can do smth else that i am not bound to this country that whenever i want, i pack my things and leave all this stupidity where bloody connections play an important role even if you are super-puper smart you are nothing in this country... I am 22, i am the master of linguistics and it also makes me funny, this country is so good at coining fake degrees that you can easily become a master at 22 without ability to read and to speak and later looking for a job you understand that only a vacant place in the cafes or shops can be ocuupied by you. This is Ukraine hmmm my motherland , about two years ago when my friends said that it was not a country but a bog i was furious i didnt like it because for me this land was so different. now when i try to understand the mechanisms of our "dazzling-good" society i face rotten systems which cant be eradicated, because we were brought up like this, we are used to it and it seems that people feel good living like this because you get whatevere you want paying a bribe.

Immensely stressed... All the formalities with a post - graduation make me feel tired... i have no idea about all affairs at our department, and feel injustice about the procedure of exams:( Life is like this here, you can be smart but it doesnt mean that you will be able to have smth . Well rather disapponinted with the work possibilities :( Everything is just perefectly horrible... i try to move but there is no direction ....