This week was pretty awful. The first thing I didnt find out the result of my new work,  wasted a lot of time and got completely  disillusioned.
I am full of doubts about my adequecy, perhaps I am not able to deal with people here. The way some people deal with professional issues freaks me out. Probably ı am ill with perfectionism but this is the way ı arrange all aspects of my life.

Getting ready for a new position.  Feeling quite scared because I have no idea if it works out.  New pairs of shoes relieve  my stress;)

Çınarcık- a little cute village with many nice places around. A perfect option when you need to get relaxed;)

It is so great to have several days off and to spend them out of noisy and stressful Istanbul

I have resigned from  the second school! I didnt quit it in a nice way, but I dont feel any pang of remorse. The director was an arrogant, narrow-minded man who enjoyed humiliating people. Seeing him every day was an unpleasant experience.
Feeling relieved ....

One of the evening when a little trifle can spoil the whole evening. Feeling quite upset. A big gap between me 3 years ago and  the way I am right now. All my ambitions vanished and new goals have not been articulated.